July 2017: You are my moon and stars, my queen. My whole universe. Each star in the sky represents my love for you, gorgeous girl. I can't stop thinking about you. You're better than any drug in the world, and all I need is you by my side. I love you more than anything and I can't wait to see you when you get off work.

January 2018: I know you're busy but I wanted to remind you how beautiful you are. You're so smart and you mean everything to me. I'm gonna cook up your favorite when you get home, have a little at home date. We'll snuggle up and watch a movie, too. Love you, babydoll.

July 2018 (day before death): I think I fucked up. Whatever happens, I love you more than anything. You gotta get out of this life, baby. I'm sorry I ever got you involved. You're better than this. No matter what happens, knwo that you're my angel and I love you with every breath in my body. If I never see you again, please take care of yourself. Don't drink too much, don't use too much, and know I'm always there with youk my moon and stars. You'll always be my queen.